Hi Sahar,
I have been feeling very up and down after I saw you. It was nearly 3 months ago and I have been doing all the homework you set and more, writing every day, meditating, letting go and really nothing is happening.
I have moments when I really know that what you said will all happen as it feels so right and other times I feel very fed up and feel that nothing will ever happen and will always be in the same situation which I know are negative feelings but there is a limit to how long I can keep thinking and believing.
On a more positive note, my psychic abilities are improving and I can sense things much more now, like picking up my mobile phone just before it rings, having a dream about my car being missing a day before it was towed away and lots of other things.
Also I have decided to do the third degree of Reiki with my original teacher. So I feel that I am getting more and more powerful in my abilities but also more and more lonely in my heart and feel like its never going to change. I have been asking my pendulum, which has been right on so many other things, and it says that I will meet someone this summer (but it said the same this time last year!)
There is no limit to positive thinking and believing! It is what life is made out from, and how things manifest. If you truly believe, there should be no room for doubt!
So you are still carrying opposite beliefs in opposite direction and that is why things do not happen! Really it is the universal law. Give up one set of beliefs (the negative, doubtful ones- I hope) and see how life changes.
Great news about your dreams. Use them as a resource. Ask for a dram as to what you can do to open up for the love to come your way? See what you get. I also feel as I read your email, that you're growing spiritually and this is necessary in order for the remaining pieces to fall down in the right place in your life, including meeting the right partner!
Stop worrying and wondering 'when', and keep getting on with life. You have just started the 'real homwework' and to prepare yourself for what's to come!
Over the past few months, I have been receiving many questions of general nature, about psychic and spiritual matters from visitors to the web site and readers of PS Magazine from all over the world, particularly from the United States. I hope to be able to bring readers more information through this new Category, "PS Agony Aunt".
To send questions regarding psychic, or spiritual matters relevant to Psychic Sahar at PS Agony Aunt, or material in this Magazine, please contact me. I will attempt to post replies in this column ASAP. Sahar